lates see let night

late nights mostly as they do leave dilurius. now its seems to ve possessed by the gream xyz.me. eyes still active.though much is left un seen. half completed the half watched full desire longago watched movie. sagara sangamam. union of rivers. under the closed walls light and darkness i watch it half here,now and forever. those striking phrases i could never be able to not remember. here now foever. nice movie as i wanted it to b. he is a drinker. heavy drinker. dancer. and she.? she a photographer or ssomething like that. she looks nice and he too.kamalhasn and that jayaprada girl. nice songs too. lyrics. brathuku nithya nruthyam..:life is a continuous dance..goodmorning.ribs aches. its already 2!thapanuni kiranam!thaamasa haranam. narthana mee shiva kavacham! randomised lirycs..
i realise i am big now.goddambig. more than 19years. how emotionally scary it feels! hah. eybastard.listen. just chumma watch it. no crys shall be entertained. remember srisri??mahakavi.
ah. may be this blog is a dream,so is my adulthood and philosophies and soon and soon. i nomore ,i confess i nomore choke. but.shit. how scary. pablo neruda's saddest poem. may be,i still .. ....!
... is short. forgetting is soooo long. thr infinite eyes.and darkness of the hairy air that smelled on like a fresly washed herbal leaves. how stupid. that medicine was sometimes less scary.alteast i could close all options. thats stupid too. whats not so stupid? unrationale existance. true.
movies are some movies are dreams of timespaces we live in.by the time i find where wall is on facebook, its almost seeming impossible to be found by me...for someimes i knownot whats done by me. and stop talks for hours.hours of limitless dreams. not so remembered ones. suffering. i feel spiteful. chumma i feel it. but noone knows what lies beneath beyond chumma. its 3. cant sleep anywhy.out of internet so manydays.online so many hours. binaries dont exist. they exist. this itslf binarily opposed. harping on my illogic again. surrealhumor!what a word?! logic of existance: nothingness. chumma being philosophical and all?! bastard. what to do tomorro.? is almost 4. not tomorro.today. get to sleep and wake up undepressed thats very nice. suitcase tv with typewriter you get means so much nakkaraass yu do ra. yes.people even mail me asking to come to partyss. how sad! hehe..watching it again.the rest of it.while it rests again and again.

Sagara Sangamam - Movie

watching movie from here only.link adjacant.almost watched. what a powerfilled end at the end.eyestriking thing.he dies off. movie by vishwanath. mixture of absurdities yet stron emotional touch. its almoct early mourning.,like everyday.
the thing is head is heavy. tomorrow becomes today and tomorrow was day after. so. psyc exam tomorro. devarahul-an old science frind- devarahul wants cargo pants from me from here to be purchased.triffles in head. ripples in eyes. trffles in head ripples in bed nipples in eyes.letsl lie down to sleep now..