to day

woke up not so early. remembering werther.:-P. he 's been fine chap. is this a dream i am in now again? second day after blogging fifth day after dreaming. who knows. who all knows what all?! not all knows not all. now the images split. things around. as they are trying to, now! i avoiding it.
once there was this cow. this moo cow of jj. shit man. its splits again. i would do all this to only to illnottellanyways. well i might as well be an image of somewone's head. if not someone, anyone. like images of my own head that seem to exist with me without their own free will. well for the sur, its n ot true. bad english boy! haha. i feel good. after long i do. arent i like a thing like all other things like that idea in that
www.clearblogs.com/nomore/ . thats a quiet old idea. anyway still it persists here and ther. somewhat. somehow. somewhy i know not. who would want to write all that brain feels the way it feels in its rudest crudest way, not including indulgence of languiagic norms. its quiet stupid to do so. butt well i think i like it. i still like it. what am i liking. haha, if i dont lift my head now, from the keys i would not know. its good fun anyways.not so much but still fun to some what extent, if i can extend it. it says: now blogger saves your drafs automatically.! yes! thats the most important thing i can think of, now. it saves. thats understood. but how can it save. can it save money. can it save me from typing all this. can it save itself from saving all this i am typing.?! well. the simple answer is it cant! it cont!:D haha. i like tickling myself! hauhau..!well everyone like ticking oneself, the only thing is they dont do it. because i dont know. i dont know because i dint never tickle myself under my hands ever., though i like that feeling now sometimes. i thinkle myself so that i know that i exist and i am not a dream or thought in anyones head. though the thinkling itself might be irreal like splits i see in things around at time so irreally.! and thoughts that come off in my head during theses times like this time. no resistance given to brain from ego or idigo or indigo or logo also. that looks funny. well its not really fun anyways to think so randomly in this keyhoard. yes i say keyhoard. i would also call it other names. so what. i wish i could type looking at screen. well i dont think i can., cause the screen is hot and it burning., well., this secret noone knows and i wish to forget it, myself too. its not a very good idea to know such trivial secrets. bastard only knows how trivial it is. why do they call this bastard thing as mouse. may be because they saw mice coming out of it when they wanted to name it mouse. and its good to prefer calling all the mouses in this shop as mice rather than mouses. bandicoots should have come out of that first mouse. what fun?! we would have had a bandicoot -i dunno spelling anyways- near every computer. oh!sick! laptops would have had mice then, because mouses or mice would have started to come out of them. even now one can really suspect that bandicoots might come out of laptops any moment just because mice are near computers- i call desktops as computers, cause i think they are computers, unlike laptops.,(laptops are suitcase computers, if you really wanna know.well they changed the name without my knowledge after my 3rd class, but the truth is that they are suitcase computers(thats what i called them when i first saw them)., well i lost the thread typing all that)..so laptops yeah! suitcase computers, thats what they are for a simple reason that they look like suitcases. its a question of ethics, sincierely speaking.. .how can one mislead his/her own senses? that thing looks like a suitcase and you can open and close it and there is a computer inside. how much more proof one needs? to not cheat the very perceiption, that it looks like a computer insise a suitcase., so call it suitcase computer., its highly wrong to call it laptop ,for a simple reason that there is no lap or top inside the suitcase computer. well., you might want to call it suitcase desktop.!thats a problematic prportion for a simple reason that there is no desk or top inside it.so..so.. call it suitcase computer. i think these are living things like us. the only difference being, that they dont respond to whatever you stimulate them with.thats the only difference science cant prove to you. they even think like us, if i want to be more presice. that i can prove it to you unlike science. how? we might wonder. here i use logic of rene descartes an idontremember century philosopher. i think he said long back, one philosophically well accepted statement, that says 'i think, therefore i exist'. dont i think computers exist.? yes they exist. thats the whole thing. Computers exist.therefor they think.! haha. funny deduction. i need eat som bread with butter with out beard.. shh!dont disclose secrets of this nature as i mentioned in my above theaeseas to anyone. its a secret that davinci preserved which i learnt recently from a secret society that meets in CC109 not possibly everypossibleday here near to this place. there ends my dairy of the one year which i would have never typed, for a symple -yes!-symple reason that its not simple to do so!